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_icosahedron t1_jeh3rlg wrote

I am really enjoying the course by https://dlsyscourse.org. You build a DL library called Needle from scratch throughout the lectures. They also offer notebooks and tests to pass, so it's more than just videos.

It's also by CMU, but the videos are different than the one referenced by /u/verboseEqualsTrue, though I plan on watching that one too.

They cover transformers and other network types, but I haven't gotten that far in the videos yet. I'm still implementing an automatic differentiator.

I have found that Karpathy videos are really good too, though I'm not following them too closely yet.

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Kooky_Protection_334 t1_jeh3rc1 wrote

This is cliché but now often the saying "it's not you it's me" is actually true. It's so easy to think there is something wrong with you when things don't go right but really there usually isn't anything wrong with you and it truly is the other person. In your case she liked to party and do coke (you really want to be with someone who uses coke??). She never told you she wanted something serious and you said you weren't sure. So really no one lied to anyone here. She probably got the feeling that you were starting to get interested in more (nothig wrong with that) and realized she just wasn't. So nothing you did except for possibly wanting more.

I lost a few really good friendships and I still don't know why. And of course my mind blames myself first because if this something I did maybe I can fix it. We don't have control over how other feel or think. We can't make them want to be our friend or lover. We can do everything right amd still not be their person.

Sounds like you have some self esteem issues/anxiety. If you have access to therapy that might be a good palce to start. I've been there done that and therapy was definitely very helpful

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IMASolitaryMan OP t1_jeh3pzn wrote

Thanks a lot. Actually I didn't met her a month ago, we dated serious one month ago. We met each other on a period of two months, still little. She already knew this guy and said that when we started dating she stopped talking to him, still hard to believe though. I think you are right. I'm deceiving myself with this idea of "Just a mistake". I should move on

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Mekaiyo OP t1_jeh3px6 wrote

Awesome thank you so much! This is what I was looking for! Hopefully I don’t owe the gov next year! So basically if the IRS calculator says I need to withhold $200 each pay check, I do $200 X 26 = $5200 for the yearly amount?

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